( This is Awkward it says on my profile I'm looking for someone ages 18? Above, I couldn't find where to edit it..should be my age bracket and above)
I am here to hopefully see what life have for me on the last phase of my life. I left my husband due to Domestic Violence... at first it was okay for me if he hits me was trying to keep my family intact to make sure my children will have a mom, dad and a family...until it came to the point he hit Rafael who was only 6 months old that time he acquired a right thigh injury after 11 years with him I finally realized I was getting selfish on the part of trying to keep my family intact so I decided to leave with my children for their safety. I raised my kids alone with God's Grace and Mercy for the last 17 years. This is also one of the reason why I held back myself from getting into a man's life until Recently I was diagnosed of Heart Failure after few months from my Andioplasty Surgery last 27th of December of 2021. My Doctor says after operation that 67% of my heart is functioning but it did not progress after a few months. I realized I am so much left behind because I had been so busy raising my kids...then suddenly I am 45 years old. I thought all these time it's okay living without a husband. But I was wrong. My children is getting old soon they will marry and yet is too young to be involved in this kind of situation. Its just so heavy for them. I wish I could have given myself a chance to be happy and given my children a chance to finally have a dad again and a family. I am completely broken. I am too fragile to work. I know God wants me to surrender and stop holding on and just be held. I'm completely down on my knees. I never asked for financial support from their father because I didnt want him to be involved of anything after I parted ways. Its not all about money. I was once a call center agent for a combination of 8 years. Its just too risky for a person to work in that kind of environment where u dealt